My Path?

I awoke this morning with a memory of a question posed a few years back: "What would your 5yo self think of you today?" Then I thought, my 5yo self would be disappointed in the person that I have become due to the fact that she was a fearless beast who lived life like a big adventure. while I have become this increasingly timid person. Although I have stepped out and attacked certain fears, ie becoming a fire fighter- fear of fire to going on a Missions trip and talking to folks about God, I still haven't changed much in my career. This realization has been making me very unhappy. For the past few weeks, really after the missions trip, I have been asking myself, "what do you want to do?" Simple question really, but yet I have no answer. Facts: - I LOVE Chemistry - I love skincare and esthetics - I have developed a serious passion for working out and becoming healthier - I love children and long to become a mother - I strongly desire to become a wife - I really like socializing - I love people and I love making a difference in folks lives - I want my OWN! I somehow wish I could wrap that into one thing. find my niche. But for now, I'll keep grinding and praying that God will reveal his purpose for me and let his path shine so bright that it'll be hard for me to ignore! Think Big folks!!!